"No," Alex said as he massaged lower on John's back. "I may have bottomed last time, but I am no sub," he said.

"But your so fuckable." John pouted, moaning a bit as how good Alex's hands felt. "Your lucky I'm starting to love you..." he whispered, his eyes closed.

Alex froze, eyes wide. "W- What?" he asked, stunned. Love? But... It was so soon.

John blinked and pulled away, shaking his head. One problem John always had was falling too soon. "Nothing. I said nothing." He said, embarrassed.

Alex thought he had gone crazy. There's no way that John could have just said what he thought he had said. "You just said that you were falling in love with me," he said uncertainly.

John shifted his eyes."Just forget it. I said nothing." He said, playing nervously with his hair.

"That's not something someone just forgets, John," Alex said, sitting on the bed and looking at him. "H- How?" he asked.

"I-I don't know.. it just... I.. I can't explain it. I don't control what I feel. I'm not asking you to feel the same way." John said quietly.

Alex sighed. "John, I'm not saying I won't ever feel that way. I just... I'm not in love with you right now," he said, taking John's hand in his own.

John smiled softly. "I'm okay with that."He whispered and kissed Alex softly. Yes, John was certainly okay with that. So long as he had this man.